Reflection... sial..

I was thinking, again, as usual. I think I think too much. Hahaha, that's actually quite funny. But really really, I feel that I have so little faith in stuff I do that it makes me really suck at it, at times. Except for soccer la, I think I'm good at it (this is where all the "isap la Nas" will come out, definitely). I'm sure you guys know how sometimes before you do something, you will think first right. Then you won't know whether you're doing the right thing or not. In the not-exactly-accurate-words (I really can't remember what she said) of Lily Aldrin, "You won't know if you're doing a mistake if you don't actually do it. You will realise it's a mistake if you actually make that mistake. bla bla bla mistakes mistakes.. bla bla.." For me, with all the 'knowing our luck' and shit, I really think I will do the wrong thing no matter what I choose. So perhaps I should actually think less and just do it, or maybe not think at all. There are only 2 possibilities anyway - succeed or fail. I guess I need to remember, there's nothing to lose (although I think there are). I suppose I should just do it, at least I won't be regretting and going "Damn it! If I'd known it'll work, I'd have done it." But since I'll never know what'll work, might as well just do it. If it fails, then too bad, at least I've tried.

*Lily Aldrin - character from How I Met Your Mother, played by Alyson Hannigan